Pay Day

The happiest day on each month would be the pay day, the longest week would be every 3rd week where cash are bloody drain and you have to wait till the 4th week. So long until u felt ages for the day to arrive. What to do, just an employee and not an employer. But how is the employer feel each day of this month, they have to fork out thousands or millions to feed the hand and legs of the company. Must be very agony have to sign so many cheques or looking at the bank account suddenly gone with the money to feed some useless staff like me. Hahaha…

Yea and I am going to shop for it this weekend, going to buy a new pants and jeans. Somebody has been complaining about my paints for wearing 5 days a week. What? Pants only what no need to wash everyday mah, after wash have to iron leh. Many work need to be done leh somemore the color will be faded quickly. My jeans too, the washed out convince me that I bought a pair of white jeans. Mine was not Levis okie it was totally out of my budget last time. Not because of I am choosy I always had a hard time to find a pair of jeans I like because other jeans either make my ass look fat of my leg looks like elephant size. So I seldom buy a new one and usually buy once every 5 years.

Bachelor Dream

I didn’t go to work today as feeling very dizzy when I wake up. Really weird I was happily having a dream about my bachelor night and all the chicks are as hot as Jessica Alba and one of them was doing a lap dance on me. Free flow booze somemore shuiii... what a night that so drunk i can't recalled who pay the bills. Once I open my eyes everything seems to be turning upside down. Might be I was too drunk at the dream ended up vomiting yellowish liquid and it taste like expired yogurt.

Later only I found out this is the culprit, I had 2 big plate of rice and scoping the sambal petai like a hungry kid. So spicy and loving it ended up my body could not take the heat. That is why I am dizzy and vomit this morning. Felt every hole in my body is emitting the hot burning gas and imagine it steamingly steam like a chu chu train to shit or pee. Didn’t know where my mom get the chili from and make it so damn the HOT.

Pain

Pain causes us to contemplate to change direction. It prompts us to look at things differently. With emotional pain as with physical pain, if we keep doing something stupid we keep getting hurt. We might say, "Well it shouldn't hurt, i don't want it to hurt," but it will still hurt. Some people manage to hurt over something twenty four hours a day, three hundred and sixty five days a year. They never realise it is time to take their hand off the stove.

Andrew Matthews

Love those in your life without expectations. Accept them as they are and take what they want to give without judgement. In other words don't let the actions of others destroy your own self-esteem.

First Again

Rebirth again, reaching the third decade of my life and writing the third blog which I hope should be the last. Amazingly feeling good to begin a new chapter where the past had been farted away and the future of superb Jarod Bing ready to be carved on this historic day of the year.

I had spent my entire afternoon changing this and that during my working hours today to setup this. Hmm … I suppose to prepare the DR site ready for next week but who cares nothing is much more interesting than this. First i should update you more and more about anything to make this site lively again. Second i should buy a very good camera that can dive together with me underwater and take fascinating pictures under the mysterious sea.